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    Thursday, December 17th, 2009
    mybodytaken
    [ lovedbygod2 ]
    10:12a
    I didn't think I would be back... I thought I was done... healed... over it... whatever you would call it...

    I haven’t been eating much lately. Yesterday for breakfast I had half a box of empty dry macaroni, a bowl of banana pudding for lunch and a half of a chicken salad sandwhich, and a cut of steak for dinner at the Coach’s party, mainly so the win wouldn’t hit me too hard.

    Today I bought breakfast from Hardees, and I haven’t touched it, I really just wanted to tea, but knew I needed to eat. I have the sandwhich here in front of me, and I am staring at it over my work, but I have no urge to eat it. My stomach is in knots, and I have no idea why.



    Current Mood: blah
    Wednesday, December 16th, 2009
    mybodytaken
    [ unknownwreckage ]
    11:07p
    Two Years
    For two years i lived with it
    For two years i kept quiet
    For two years everything seemed normal
    For two years it was under control

    I went to camp and told our secret
    Im so sorry for breaking that promise
    I cried so much those next days
    Dreading coming home and what you'd say

    I didnt even get to see you
    They took you away
    You admitted that it was true
    I miss you every day

    Today I saw you
    You came in the house
    Mom didn't tell you
    I froze wanting to shout

    You left once again
    My mom apologizes
    She doesnt know the pain
    I hold the tears back and say its ok

    Current Mood: tired
    Thursday, December 10th, 2009
    mybodytaken
    [ unknownwreckage ]
    10:37p
    This is me...
    I realized that i have not introduced myself to this community. My name is Samantha but i prefer to be call Sam and here's some pix and other stuff to explain me and my life:::
    Pets )Read more... )
    Family )

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    well that was a little of me. if you wanna know more message me on here or on myspace http://www.myspace.com/sammbo14 (and you'll need my email which is sambo.j.b@hotmail.com cuz it's set to private *headdeask* lol)

    have a wonderful night ladies<3

    Current Mood: tired
    mybodytaken
    [ unknownwreckage ]
    9:56p
    best friend...?
    my best friend doesnt really know how to do this whole be a friend of a sexual assault victim. she makes jokes and what not all the time and it pisses me off. when she makes the jokes i usually get really silent and she's like is that ok? and i just ignore her cuz what im saying inside is bitch bitch bitch go away come again no other day. i love my friend it's just it'd be great if she would have some consideration for my feelings.

    she's why my other friend, who shall not be named, is a better source to talk to. she's also a sexual assault victim so it's great to talk to someone who can understand what you're going through. sometimes i want to just give up on my best friend

    ...it's just hard...

    Current Mood: tired
    Tuesday, December 8th, 2009
    mybodytaken
    [ tabby_renee ]
    5:17p
    Thanksgiving.

    I had forgotten that it started happening Thanksgiving 2001.

    No idea why it popped into my head now.

    I want to tell my boyfriend.

    I need to talk about it with someone.

    But I don't know how to bring it up.
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